When you finally snap out of your dreams and realize for the first time what’s exactly going on around you. When you realize that you really don’t know yourself or those around you. When you finally see through faces and facades and the reality of everything hits you hard. It feels as though you’re falling in an abyss. a black-hole is attracting you towards it with such great magnetic force that you can’t pull back and you often wish to revert back to your old delusional self but it’s too late for that. You can’t go back to sleep.

When the world seems more like a maze and you’re lost in it. Happiness more like a mirage and Chaos the only reality. You try desperately to understand the phenomenon of life and purpose behind it. How bizarre? How utterly strange? When you finally ask yourself why you exist? Everything maddens you and you can’t stand it but you can’t help it either. This is the awakening of your soul. Perhaps.

The Gypsy

Artwork by my alter ego “The Lady Who Draws”.

One Comment Add yours

  1. Aiza Chaudry says:

    Reblogged this on Rants Of A Gypsy and commented:

    Created an artwork for my write-up. \m/


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