I wanted to jump of the cliff not because I wanted to die or commit suicide. No! I just wanted to over-come my fear of not ever meeting her. I wanted to greet death and tell her that I would meet her someday. I jumped because I wanted to decide the rendezvous with her so that when the time comes, I could go looking my best. And together we could flee the world hand in hand like star-crossed lovers. I’m obsessed with her and she’s obsessed with me. She waits for me and I wait for her.